things always in some form manage to stay the same. For awile now I have been thinkng and contemplating many things to do with my life and that of those arournd me and i keep comming to that conclusion. I have begun to fear the loss of my childhood as I am now aproaching the age of 19, this infact will be the last year and so many days of my teenage years thus then making me an adult and im personally not sure im ready for it.

These 19 yeas that have now come to pass have been eventful and i have learnt and experianced so much but at the same time I feel like as if I have achieved so very little, sure I have a great home, wonderful friends, a job and a business with two very reliable friends but I feel there is so much more i want to see and experiance. I know i have many years still to come and the road before me is a rather slow path, however these 19 years filled with both loved and sad times seemed to go by so very quickly i fear the rest of it may travel at that speed if not at a faster pace, they say Time can never speed up or be slowed down that it will always remain constant, however it is true that time can get away from you if you let it.
So many other people seem to have there lives in somewhat of a plan. But what can I do but look forward and continue being the best i can be, I am however hoping that one da soon i can share this life of mine with someone but that i fear is still a long way off.

Oh I recently watched a movie I enjoyed as a youngling "We're Back: A Dinosaur Story". Great Film i can remember why I loved it soo much if anyone wishes to see it feel free to borrow it off me at some stage.

Well everyone have fun and think about this:
"Have you ever noticed how people's intellectual curiosity begins to decline the moment they start waving guns about?"